Thanks so much for the visits and the positive vibes! I can FEEL them!
Hard to believe it's 5:30 and it's my first post on my thread of the day...it's been a hellish day both work and schoolwise.
h and I had a nice relaxing time yesterday! We went to see "Runaway Jury" which was a bit over the top but definitely had us interested. We relaxed in the afternoon, watched some TV, got take out. A very good day!
Today I've been "off" and it seemed like when h called this AM that he was too (an ASSumption).
Let me start off by saying that this is just a mild blip...and that's cool...and we're all entitled to have "itchy butt", etc.
It was a combo of things...h didn't call until 10am (2nd day this week that the AM call was kind of later than expected)...this bums me out..I LOVE the idea of him not be able to wait to call me...(cheeseless tunnel!)...anyway...the conversation was quick because I was running to a meeting...he sounded SHORT with me...I was not entirely focused...etc. Add a day of stress from work + school plus him catching up on his homework plus he has class 'til 11pm tonight, etc, etc. The "Piecing Panic" of the last few days/weeks has hit me, too...just a little bit of "what if" that I could do without.
Since this afternoon I've received a couple of lovely emails...definite thawing on both sides.
I'm gonna go home...get some good take out...do some yoga (hi, holdingon!)...check in on you guys...all that good stuff.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
