still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[blownaway65]

I agree with CW. As I said on Piano's thread, H is cake eating, happy to be around whenever he feels like spending time with with S, but free as a bird to fly off to OW whenever he wants.

Also you gotta start lowering your expectation from every encounter you have with H, stop analysing everything to the Nth degree, you're just upsetting yourself. And stop trying to work out what he's thinking, there's very little you can do about it so why drive yourself crazy trying. Don't worry about him, worry about You.

Sorry for the harsh words NM, I know how hard it is too.

Take care