Dangit NM! Well, we can't always be up and not show our sad emotions once in awhile. Don't be too hard on yourself. I think it just means that there is still more work to do...he's had lots of baby steps. I personally think that the NC thing will drive him crazy! He is used to being around you and talking with you. You hang in there!
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