Well we all went the park. No drama. Not really anything.
Feel like I"m "through the looking glass". Don't know if we're together or apart. Don't know if I WANT TO be together or apart.
REalized yesterday that I've never had a relationship with a man that wasn't emotionally abusive. I'm 41 and just realizing this. It's like waking up from a long dream and feeling disoriented. Everything I thought was true isn't. EVeryone I thought I could trust I couldn't. Don't know if this man will ever be safe for me and my son.
