(()) I agree w/ both of the above posts...this is a difficult time, but make the changes you need to make for yourself and try to find as much strength as possible. You have tons of people here who support you 100 percent. We want exactly what you want...
There is always hope but right now the hpoe you need to trust in is the hope for you...
We are all here, continue to post and remember that you have so much to give back to others
