8 weeks until D Day!!

[Ready2Change]

...Really low, sad, disappointed, overwhelmed and also disbelief...Just writing this post is bringing tears to my eyes. I have lost my bestfriend, my family and my dreams.

It is OK to feel however you feel. I strongly suggest feeling all those feelings, just make sure you feel them in private and away from H. let the tears and anger flow......

I have been with my H since I was 14 years, so don't know any other life and now I have to start again. How do I start again??

I would like to suggest that you have a great opportunity here. Start with the 180's and GAL. Project happiness wherever you go. Focus on what is happening "RIGHT NOW". If you do not like what is happening, make a change. Keep making positive changing until you like what is happening. Read "the Four Agreements" if you have not done so already. Check out my first post and read those books. I frequent the self-help section of the bookstore frequently......

HUGS