I so know that feeling! Not sure I've heard anyone else express that on here. It's like you're constantly watching for the other shoe to drop somewhere in your life. Hard to just relax and move ahead!
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012