It is a weird contradiction actually. I cannot imagine a real future with Dan in it. I was watching some couples at the concert last night, holding hands, embracing, a couple kissing (ewww). I can clearly remember doing all of those things with Dan in the past, but I cannot picture doing them with him ever again. Yet at the same time I cannot picture what "Dan-free-future" looks like either....
Think it is time for a road map....
I can relate. I know my W is going to be in my future (if for nothing else than the kids) but can't get a picture of it. I don't know what to expect. Or why I should expect it. I've been told it turns into indifference.
