It is a weird contradiction actually. I cannot imagine a real future with Dan in it. I was watching some couples at the concert last night, holding hands, embracing, a couple kissing (ewww). I can clearly remember doing all of those things with Dan in the past, but I cannot picture doing them with him ever again. Yet at the same time I cannot picture what "Dan-free-future" looks like either....
Think it is time for a road map....
I understand this feeling completely. right now I only have enough light for the step I am on.
I hope you get some guidance & a map
Peace Bridge
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.