still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

but he also said "you know if you want to get a small TV to put in the front room so you can work out, then I can get you another DVR box that has hi def playback"
(randomly said this)

when he brought up the clothes I was talking about giving away a bunch of baby stuff.

Guess I should tell him HE could bag his own stuff! But I don't need him in MY bedroom.

I will not be discouraged- he could have been "testing" me or something.