Texas guy has been really kind and supportive about graduation--thinks he probably wants to attend but thinks we should decide closer to the actual date. He's described my whole mental process to a "T"--and explained that he knew all that because he's done it himself a million times. And that I'll be fine and will handle it with grace.

Seems a few walls have fallen with him over the past week; more than likely they'll go back up, but we can always hope!! He's travelling the rest of the week then taking his girls skiing over spring break, so I probably won't hear from him for a week or two.

I really need to get out of my head a bit more than I do; I just tend to lose perspective and everything becomes far more intense than it needs to be. And this just isn't me--except since the bomb. My world has shrunk so much, and there are weeks when I don't talk to anyone except my co-worker, my kids at school and my daughter.

This morning my fb screen suggested I add xH as a friend!! NOT!! Besides, he's "in a relationship" so I certainly wouldn't want to inadvertenly interfere with that!!


M60
H52
D20
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09
xH remarried (not OW) 2012