WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

March break camp is set up for S13 (good thing, cuz it starts next week).. so now I'm on to hunting for funding for him to be able to go to Summer Camp for 6 weeks (I hope) this year...

I'm a little late in applying for funding, so we'll see how it goes... S13 looks forward to it as he has reached a stage where he craves being around peers, even though he doesn't play directly with them most times...

GAL - Looking forward to this weekend... going to stay at a friend's place overnight on Saturday after work... going to a psychic either that night or Sunday (since Jack didn't have a crystal ball ) Just going for fun as my friend says she's legit but who knows... I'll take what she says with a pound of crystal.. (or maybe Crystale? )

Something my cousin said to me made me pause. She said she'd noticed for a long while that H hasn't treated me as well as he should have (lovingly etc).
Now, at first I took it as her being defensive for me and supporting me. However, it made me think that if H were to come back somewhere down the line, would I be happy with the same way he treated me now that *I'm* changing? No, I want and deserve more. I deserve the occasional flowers (he said he didn't see the point to giving them), small displays of affection like that.

I think that falls under the 5 Love Languages territory.. It made me see that not only did I not show him love the way he needed, but he was equally lax (due to not knowing how, just like me) in not showing me.

It's a relief to look back a little bit on the M without feeling a huge pain wave overtaking me...

Now if that would only carry forward to his emails etc...