feel like giving up - pt 2

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Hey Talia,

I don't know about him reaching out...really I just don't see that right now but I know I have to be receptive (for his sake) so he can open up - if he chooses to.

I have put in effort. What works with H is being nice. I've done that but know I need to be more consistent.

Last night he helped me put my new desk together and we had a glass of wine and listened to some music. He didn't look at his blackberry once. I think it's weird. The communication with ow has died down a little (just recently) or they are being more careful! He did take the BB to bed with him though!

My S15 told me the night before last "mom when you went to bed dad was on his BB for like an hour texting." It was late - like 10:30. I did not ask son about this he told me on his own.

He came home on time yesterday (he's been saying everyone's out of the office) right now for closings.

I'm watching carefully.....