Babydoll - I am sorry to not reply to you sooner (I have had to work really nutty hours) but I promise to respond more fully asap. Didn't want you to think I/we aren't here for you. I hear everything you are saying... My advice for now, keep detatching for the time-being..and keep journaling to your little boy to make him the centre of your world as much as possible & let your H whip up his mess to one side. If you are offered temporary respite from the anger/confusion/pain, take it. I sense how strong you really are. But now give yourself a break, just for a bit anyway.
Me 36; H 40 baby born in May M:13, T:15 Bomb (OW): Dec 09 began DBing: Feb WH overseas with OW old: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2027369#Post2027369
