Hi CTH,

I mostly treat my thread as a journal for my rants and raves and miss filling in. I think a part of it is that I am not sure what the events are as they unravel. I tend to mull things over to understand what is going on. You know how you go through stages of denial, bargaining, etc. This is not happening, nothing to write about. Then "it's not really what it looks like". And so on until some time after the fact.

PMA was not triggered by anything. I think I hit my lowest, cried for a day or two. And then BOOM! I can build a brand new life, do what I love and have fun, have a new circle of friends who share my passions. No reason to not be happy! smile What on earth was I so upset about?

Then I made my last attempt to arrange moving the rest of my things from the house without going a legal route. No change there: back and forth e-mailing with no result. Maybe it makes me angry because it implies I am not good at negotiating, I don't know.