Wholeagain, part 2

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PH and CG, thank you for your support and suggestions.

I've read some self-help and feel a little better today.

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I think I am very emotional (as in my character). I often don't show or act out of it (or so I think), but I'm brewing inside.

Hopefully there's someone out there who can handle it.

[Wholeagain]

How do you take things easy? How do you stop feeling hurt?

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I have a major case of being needy.

I know it's not worth being upset about. I hate that it doesn't matter what I'm busy with, I get these hurtful feelings.

[Wholeagain]

Positive developments: not busting divorce and not looking back, really excited about my new life.

I'm wondering what I was so worked up about. Just like someone said.

As I move through steps of divorce process and cord cutting, I get agitated and feel like crying. The less I drag it the sooner I will be free from that discomfort.

[Wholeagain]

Feel upset and frustrated right now. Oh well, if someone wants to be a jerk, it's their choice, can't stop them.

[Wholeagain]

It still gets to me.

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When I get upset I fell like doing something nasty.

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Grr, I knew what kind of reaction I would get, but it still makes me angry! On a plus side I know I've exhausted all means of communication with him. I don't feel like I might have communicated or negotiated better or feel guilty for avoiding him. Now I know it was only for the better.

Realizing you've done everything you could takes that weight off your shoulders.

[ClingingToHope]

I'm a little lost. What happened this week?