i don't know where today went.

when i got up sent msg that about problem with bugs in house, and not getting enough sleep.

of course no response.

so h calls and leaves vm, about him being on a break to call him back,

i did not call him back, d2.5 wanted to speak to him so she did and i stil did not speak with him.

i did send a msg a few hrs later asking if d2.5 was expecting him tonight. now it's 1030pm and no contact from me or him.

he's supposed to be off the next 2 days and i suspect he will want to come over.

should i return to my bedroom if he comes over or engage in conversations,.

i'm not sure if i should be distant or just like la de da im so happy?

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline