Glamgirl, thanks for your sensible advice. You are right, next time I should count to 100 (or a million) or just "go shopping" for a while before I respond. I should have done that, getting angry really is counterproductive.
But I'm not going to beat myself up over it. I'm only human. After what I've been through with him for the past 6 months my nerves are shot. I will do better next time
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO