It's complicated but it's mine #28

[kat727]

Thanks guys. Today has been a day from hell that is for sure. I cried to my best friend here, talked to J and was feeling a tad better until ex called.

Funny how he says this is about him and how he wants more time with the kids. I don't think I have heard anywhere in there that his parenting skills are being called into question.

I just feel like crawling deeper into my shell. Don't they know how long it has taken me to start to trust again?

Then I think about the time D9 was trying to claim her lunch was lettuce and a cookie. Had she done that before? Or what about when she wouldn't get a move on and change her pants that she had gotten dirty before school. We ended not having time to change. I am putting everything under a microscope.

I could use a super big hug about now.

kat