My heartfelt thanks goes out to everyone! Shame on me for forgetting what wonderful friends I had here! I'll try to stick around. God knows it would help my anxiety -- which is sky high at the moment!

Apparently I'll be getting an update tonight from H regarding the legal sitch so that may bear some weight on whatever I decide next.

The strength that has kept me going for the last 2 yrs 8 months is gone. I can't do much more.

Thanks from the bottom of my broken heart,
Joie

p.s. For those of you who were or are on an anti-anxiety med, did you get that 'script from a therapist? I'm considering that but at the moment, am not seeing anyone.