Drew, you bolded things like "wondering" and "what if."
Yes, I know when its quiet I keep thinking about what's next in the process. It's natural, isn't it. I keep trying to do things to focus my mind elsewhere.
One thing I've purposely not done is call or email my L when these questions come into my mind.
I don't want to give him any reason to add to the billable hours. So I'm waiting for the next move.
Is this not the way to go?
You're getting warmer .....
Sorry, I'm not trying to be evasive, I just find that lessons that people figure out on their own, are retained better than when someone just tells them flat out.
It's hard to see the forest for the trees.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.