Holy Crap! Didn't expect THIS!

[Trixi]

Quick update-
Daughter has made contact and has agreed to rehab- Thank GOD!
However, until we actually get her in, it's still not a done deal.

H is depressed, feels like a failure and is numb/overwhelmed. I told him his moods scare me and he said not to be scared. He's committed; we're sticking together; he just isn't "feeling" much. I am hoping as our life issues start getting addressed he will come back to life. He asked me to please be patient with him.

Him being this disconnected makes it SO hard for me to stay engaged. I am 'starving' for some affection and love to go along with the 'commitment'. Before, I didn't have a commitment from him, but I did have feelings from him; now it's the opposite and it feels so yucky.

Crap. I'm trying to reach my daughter to confirm picking her up this morning and she won't answer her phone or text message. ugh ugh ugh. Please keep good thoughts towards her. thanks