The R talk just kind of came about, I really had no intention of getting into it with her. But honestly, she really seems like she has made up her mind and it is over. That is why the only thing I have to cling to is the hope that somehow God will reach her and she will receive His message.

I can't legally keep the kids from her, and I wouldn't do that to them.

The OM's family knows all about the affair.

Yesterday I prayed for God to take all the anger and resentment from my heart, as I was feeling a lot of it. Wanting justice and "payback".

Today in my lenten handbook the message for the day was "Remember to Forgive", and it made me break down and cry.


WAW Using God
Me-43
W-40
M-14
S-11
S-9
D-7
EABomb 5/09
Separated 12/09