Lotus - I just wanted to say, I don't believe XH will be reading this on here. I am sure he no longer has any desire to know what i am writing/feeling.
He is in a much better place now with a woman that (from what I have heard) is a great person. for that i am grateful.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,rather by the moments that take our breath away. M38,H40 M14 K D11 S8 D - June 09