You are amazing women and I know this first hand! You are strong, you are intelligent, you are AMAZING. The pain will pass sweetie...it will...God has not left you on the contrary, he is right her with you right now. You are amazing. You are amazing. You ARE NOT a failure on the contrary...you are strong.
You have my info...remember...ask, seek and ye shall find. Remember 1st chapter of James - Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.
You do have strenght sweetie ....it is in you. I know first hand. I believe you!
I am not sure if I'll get banned for this...but F it - CALL ME!
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans