maynard, I just read some of your first post from a while ago. Man what you are saying in your first two post is exactly what I am going through. I'm going to go back and read more of it. I feel as though everything I do wether it be hardcore DB or just going with my gut is wrong. I'm trying to mix everything I can. And see or hope that it works. I dunno. Apparently she and OM have stopped talking but she has been lying to me since DEC so how can I trust what she is saying now.
I can tell you that I have made a huge flip and that is for me to just have a better attitude towards all aspects of my life. I've stopped resisting God and his will and I'm trying slowly but surely to trust and have more Faith in him. My attitude is improving and right now I can honestly say that I don't feel like someone is sitting on my chest any more. My stomach isn't in knots. We'll see what happens
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
