i have been overlooking the blather and trying to hear what he is really feeling...
i believe he wants to come home but cant at this time because of the fear that things will continue on the way the were b4.
he takes great care of the girls and myself...his actions speak much louder than his words.
hasnt mentioned the d word in some tome...however he did today...i also believe this is his way of scaring me into backing off even more.i think he hides behind it.which leaves me wondering again if a d is what he really wants...i tend to think not that he wants his time and space to get through all of this without any interruptions from me or anyone else.
i know they do it...but why go from one extreme to the other? to come home and enter counceling one week and then back to divorce and no hope a week or two later? what am I missing?
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
