She told me that she left because I never took her out(sorry that I worked nights and weekends for 6months straight) I never took her to things that she wanted to do. She told me that this OM talked to her more, wanted to more about her. Well of fricken course he did, you just met you don't know each other and sorry. She said she wants me to just forget about her to let her go. I told her that I couldn't that I know I can still be the one that makes her happy. I told her I dont expect things to change in one night but I should be given another chance(ouch, I wish I stopped that from coming out of my mouth but it is in the past now) She said again that I should just forget about her, that she shouldn't come around as much because seeing her is making it harder for me. (well that is true but not seeing her is just as bad) I told her that How could I forget about her when I see her in everything, hear and smell her in everything.
well needless to say she left and went to her friends apartment. but showed up this morning. I took the right step and just said good morning and then left for work. I don't know if I should be doing a 180 and start taking her to the ballett or symphony which are things she wanted or if I should just totally ignore her. At least I got [censored] off my chest. Any advice?
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
