Well, my best intentions failed. I ended up texting X last night about S5. It quickly became an argument, in which I was really upset, so I told him I was no longer speaking with him. I didn't specify for how long, so it wasn't even the best way to end things. Therefore, no night out with friends. Didn't end up organizing all this paperwork or playing my guitar either. Pretty much afterward, S5 and I ended up sleeping straight through until morning. I don't feel much better today.
I feel pretty weak, and, though he is still blocked from the phone, I'd be tempted to call him back today.
Me: 26 Ex: 27 Son: 5
Divorced: 3/2010 Each day is another opportunity to do it right.
