Destiny, I see that you've posted while I was writing my post. I'm so glad to hear from you :)))

Originally Posted By: DestinyUnknown
I have never felt so low or unwanted. I don't know what I want to do. For the first time in my life, I am confused, unsure about why this happened, and what the future holds. That is why I wanted to give up. I have an apppointment today with my IC.


I had many low points and sleepless nights. Crying so much that I was making myself physically sick. I also had some fleeting dark thoughts about not wanting to go on without him, feeling worthless, rejected and totally without desire to go on. But it gets better, you will gain strength. I'm better now, I still have bad days but not as bad. It will get better I promise, there will come a day that you will get excited about life again.

Hang in there (((hugs)))


Last edited by Mila; 03/09/10 10:45 AM.
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M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO