I am overwhelmed with the show of support and care shown in all of the postings. I SINCERELY appreciate your concern. I do know that you all have been where I am now. I have never felt so low or unwanted. I don't know what I want to do. For the first time in my life, I am confused, unsure about why this happened, and what the future holds. That is why I wanted to give up. I have an apppointment today with my IC.

I am not sure what I am going to eventually do - I just know that I feel nothing but sadness. You all have strength that I cannot seem to muster right now. I don't think that my family, the few friends I have, or my my H truly understands what this is doing to me. I feel no one listens or wants to do what is right.

Thank you to my DBing friend last night - thank you for talking with me. And thank you all for all or words of support.

HUGS to you all...

OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty
Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."