Section in the SSM that is freaking me out

[alamedamom]

1st counseling session on Thursday. He has no hope but he hasn't left yet. I am making my way to Thursday with the helpof better living through Chemistry. Thanks so much for your thoughtful responses. I have ven told him that I understand how difficult it would be for him to make himself vulnerable again. I get it. I know we have shared responsibility, but I'm in a place where I would do anything and he's not there. It hurts. Thanks also for the book recs.