DU, I'll tell you I don't know your whole story but I understand the way you are feeling. I've been there. Depressed, suicidal, and just looking for a way out.
God has great plans for you and loves you. In the darkest times in our lives, that is when He is holding us.
Isaiah 43:18-19
"The Lord says, 'Forget what happened before, and do not think about the past. It is nothing compared to what I am going to do. For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun!'".
Psalm 126:5 - For those who sow in tears shall reap with joyful shouting.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!