Your thoughts were my thoughts.....I did not want to live anymore.....I had it all worked out when where and how.....but I am still here and it HAS GOTTEN BETTER.......if I can do this so can you.......the pain does get better......do you have a dr you can go to they can give youmeds for these feelings and they truly work,when we are wounded by the events that have transpired in our lives there is help...help in the reasoning in our minds..... I ask you to please get some help.....do you think that by you taking your own life the pain will stop....no it wont it will only get worse....there is a real hell and there is no comfort there...nothing but more pain and more suffering but this time you cant kill yourself again to stop it..... You have been in my prayers all day long and I will keep praying for you, my heart is burdened for you..... I dont know who you are but I care for you.....please ask God for his strength his wisdom.....HE DID NOT MAKE THIS HAPPEN.....WE allowed the ENEMY to step right in to do his dirty work because we didn't pray for our families...for our marriages...for our husbands....dont let him win.....you are worth so much, YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING TO ME!!! and I dont even know who you are but I know someone in your family loves you very much and they will never understand why you did this, they will alway wonder what could they of done to help you....no matter how many letters you write they will blame themselves.... try to get some sleep get some rest then go see a dr in the morning...may the angels of The Lord protect you tonight... I pray the hedge of protection around you and I pray I reach you somehow....or someone in here does...... May God's love surround you and comfort you in your time of need..
