I think I'd rather be dead than this- WAW

[Quart9]

The reasons I want to file for D:

-I've been consistanly lied to, cheated on, and betrayed by my W over the past three months.
-My W has told me repeatedly she is done with our marriage and will not reconcile. She has told me she has moved on and wants me to do the same as there is no chance for us.
-I'm tired of being the castaway. I don't even think I'm in limbo land anymore. She wants minimum to zero contact with me.
-My life style now in this sitch seems unhealthy and unconducive to my attending school and moving forward with my life.
-I can't stand the thought of staying married and sharing my last name with someone who has no interest in preserving the union that gave her that last name.
-I deserve better treatment than this and I feel like I am being made to look like a fool by the person I care(d) about the most.

I have a list I made a while back and these are a few of the reasons on it.