i agree with WhatNow. Change the locks and have someone stay with you mb28. I find myself in partial NC (not contacting husband) even though I didn't plan it. when I feel the need to call him I call my dad or I call my cousin or a friend that is up on my stitch. I just talk to them until the feeling goes. That is the benefit of having someone stay with you tht can run interference also.
Great NC letter :-)
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo