OTMT, you deserve a lot of credit for going to RV. You've been very honest about your feelings for your W and your ambivalence about the M. It is truly remarkable that you discovered the first inklings of love for your W at RV. It's not going to be easy doing the followup stuff at home with the kids and the distractions. I hope that you can both make it a priority. Has your W given you feedback about the weekend?
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
