A few awkward moments. No butterflies. It looked like she was faking having a good time. I had a great time. Friends came over and checked in on me through out the night. I carried my phone with me for the first 20 minutes just incase I had to make a phone call for support. But I did not have to at all. Looking at her I thought she was real skinny now. And I thought that woman was my wife. But not any more. I did not feel sad or happy with those thoughts. Just a peace with them. I was civil and nice with her during our brief conversations through out the night. MIL and FIL where there tending bar so I got some hugs in. Nephew was at the door so we hung out. And friends where everywhere so I enjoyed conversation , dancing won a ton of prizes to boot. Luck of the Irish. And Irish eyes were smiling. Only real awkward times where when she stood beside me for 5 minutes and when she had to tie a balloon on my leg for a game. ( I felt very awkward and a bit nauseated at the same time )
I silently closed the door some time ago.
Thats all my updates.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
Nephew was at the door so we hung out. And friends where everywhere so I enjoyed conversation , dancing won a ton of prizes to boot. Luck of the Irish. And Irish eyes were smiling. Only real awkward times where when she stood beside me for 5 minutes and when she had to tie a balloon on my leg for a game. ( I felt very awkward and a bit nauseated at the same time )