Going dark is not easy but you got nothing to lose. It will get better with time and remember to breathe. If you are GALing then going dark/dim is much easier cause you will be busy. Hang in there!!
Me-44 WAW-42 (ILYBNILWY) S-16 S-14 M-10/17/1992 T23 Met OM 10/10/08; Bomb 12/27/08; Moved in with OM 01/27/09 Me stronger and happier everyday!