The loneliness is very tough. Gut wrenching for the most part. At the beginning of all this I found myself sleeping alot. That has passed and now I have absorbed myself in work or hobbies. I know this has not been what you bargained for. I also hate when my ex has my kids because I feel he is so unstable and careless. Praying for my kids is a daily activity now.

Congrats on your big accomplishment. You are not alone...

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11