Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

but I see a permanent situation developing here

I hear you all! BUT I haven't told you that I won't do this forever and I would love to hear of a real life example where the WH continued this for ever (in the U.S. and the BW accepted it) lol! I doubt it! Unless it was in The Sopranos!

I really am cherishing all the time I get to have with S- 7 days per week. He was just born 8 months ago. If we divorce, I won't get him 7 days. So I kinda want to continue seeing him as long do you get that it? :-)

However, the LATEST I would wait before going NC is August because I go back to work. To me, as I have said several times, NC=willing to divorce. FOR MY SITCH-not everyone!:-)
So when I am ready to face the possibility of divorce, I will go NC.

My senses are telling me something is up with WH...not in a bad way. Don't know anything else!

Again, I do not want to go NC