My mood right now is still fluctuating.. because even though I mean the post I just sent, I'm emotionally tired of the rollercoaster.. and I feel as if I've lost him for good already.. And I guess I'm still grieving because it really, really hurts to feel that I have...Cuz what was wrong with our marriage was fixable.. and MLC isn't mine to fix..

I just can't find peaceful feelings today.. I'm so sad and down..

~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~

My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#