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[talia]

Thanks HHH and Pearl! I just need the support today!

I'm SOOO not looking at any kind of relationship for a long time. I'm just putting myself out there and seeing what happens. I guess I was just surprised at how STRONG those feelings were, I wasn't expecting them at all. At times I feel such hate for H that I'm totally shocked when the other ones find their way to the surface

This guy is great and we do have a great time so for now its not a bad thing. Its just nice to spend time with someone who doesn't know about all the BS going on - he knows I'm divorcing but not much else - and just wants to talk to me about the things I enjoy in my life - the things we have in common - not all the crap too!

Like I have said numerous times on here. At least I can label my feelings and understand how to deal with them. Its still funny that I'm surprised by them sometimes - I thought I would never be surprised again after the gauntlet I've been through!!
It is nice to feel and be able to accept the feelings for what they are - surprise or not. Its very liberating in that sense!!

Thanks for all the support!!

T