feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks Flo

Interesting husband behavior yesterday. I got home in the early afternoon and he went to a "meeting" so I didn't see him which was a good thing so I could unpack from the night before.

He came home 4 hrs later and he seemed in an ok mood. Kids said, "dad we're going to dinner" he said, "oh good." We went and had a nice dinner and some beers. He made a couple comments at the table I found weird. No I'm not mindreading but I have to post them so I could look back for reference.

At the table D kept texting and H said, "can you please put that away." He kept saying it to her off and on. Then says, "do you want me to start texting cuz I will?" D says to him "so you can text your girlfriend?" (ouch) then he pointed to me and said, "my girlfriend's right there." He also said, "so hun what did you do last night..where'd you go?" I didn't answer I just changed the subject.

He was generally nice at the table. He wasn't making any snide remarks as usual. He talked about a new job offer and asked the kids if they are ready to move? Oh and you know what I thought was interesting? He was telling me how he was tired of the traveling and being away from home so much. That it is nice and all (the hotels and fancy dinners) but it's wearing on him. I was glad to hear this.

We went home to watch UP. He said, "oh you're gonna love this movie Luv." He goes into kitchen where there are a bunch of ants so he says, "I'll get um don't worry" and I'm looking around he says, "whatta u need sweetie?" - he hasn't called me that in a long long time. Maybe just a slip but still.

He sat on the couch and was asking me once again about where I was at last night and what did I do? He says, "do you think I'm stupid? I saw your razor gone and your toothbrush too." I evaded the questions.

Heres one last thing - H went to lie down in our bed last night (he's been on the couch for 3 weeks) He left the living room for a bit and I thought he was in the bathroom and getting his blankets to come sleep on the couch but when I went in the room he was in the bed.

Luv lives in the WAS world and is tired of it!