I can say that the hardest part of all of this is not saying I Love You. With all of the changes I have made I feel like a new person. I have focus in my life and I want to share it with her. She went through the bad times and I hope that she can see that it is time for her to enjoy what could be the good times. She should be able to bask in the reward of her effort in keeping the marriage together in the hard times.
