My heart goes out to you Diamondgirl. Believe me I know that the pain and the unfairness of it all is unbearable. We love them so much and this is what they do.

Try not to get into his head, it's not helpful, you have to deal with the facts as he serves them now.

That doesn't mean that you have to give up hope, that's up to you. But remember, things change and there is always hope if you choose to believe. But you also have to be realistic and allow in your mind for the possibility that this is it. It will free you. And if/when he comes back you can deal with it then.

Be strong and take care of YOU and the KIDS, you will get through this!!!!!

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO