Thank you ST...feel much better today. I have always disliked being sick. I am not one to just lie around so its frustrating to me.
I am the only one in exh's life that has boundaries..that is why he calls me Satan to other people. Yes, I hear it. I am the worst person in the world to him. He is also getting worse I fear. His brother (now sober for 1 year and on fire for God and being sober) told exsil that exh is getting worse and trying to hide it. He sees it and says its a progressive disease and he is "on his way out". That thought is sad, but also terrifying to me. I HAVE to make sure I can prove that fact for baby. I am her advocate and her voice if/when it becomes an issue. I may have brought her into this world with a an alcoholic father, but it does not mean he has to impact her life in a negative way.
Getting baby ready to go to church playdate so I can study...oh and the sun is shining, I have chicken marinating so we can bbq tonight for dinner!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
