Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Proof: tell me honestly: aren't you really, not-so-deep-down the same person and feel like the same person you were at 18? 20?

Good lord, I hope NOT.. That's only partially facetious Gardener, I understand where you are coming from.

Yes, I am still an honest, caring, somewhat (Well at times...) intelligent person and in my mind I still look like when I was 25. Of course, then I look in the mirror and go, oh yeah, I am certainly NOT 25 anymore... LOL

I don't want to keep repeating the mistakes I keep making though, so that's a work in progress.

Update from me today, I spoke to L and gave him every detail of information I have, he assures me I am not in jeopardy, so I will trust his word.

I will be speaking to stbxw about anything substantive via email and copying my attorney on communications from now on.

To that, I need to update health insurance and need information on doc's etc, so I sent questions to stbxw. One thing that came up was how to handle stepsons, she didn't include there doctors info in my request, and I feel that it is unfair to them not to keep them on until we get D'd. They will likely have to come off when we D, and I do have mixed feelings about it, but will cover them until this is through.