im not sure I read you right I understand the pain and it hurts so much in the beginning every second is painful and there seems no escape from it BUT in a short time the pain passes-- we get better therapy is a must after some healing time life becomes good again and better than before I dont know why this happens but it does we the LBS gain stability and yes happinesss life takes on something different maybe like the caterpaillar turns to butterfly?? so dont give up learn to tolerate the pain-- know it WILL pass PLEASE seek help immediately
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