I am glad you are starting to feel a little better.
You need to readjust your thinking but only slightly.
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I am feeling like I don't deserve any happiness.
Yes you do deserve happiness, however only you can control that. You nust redefine happiness. You must see that you do not need WH to have happiness!
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Maybe I should just let my H do what he wants, I just cannot be around to hear, see it, or deal with it.
Yes you need to detach. Your H needs space. You need to give it to him. You need to do that for you and for him. This may or may NOT include a D. Don't worry about that. Just give him space!
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I am okay with my plans.
This is good!
You can readjust your thinking only slightly and you will be fine!
